My Lazy Girl

Like nobody in my house ever appreciated my Maggie even, then these people gonna pay me?? Like really??  Now that we have successfully launched ourselves in the huge brand, we refuse to look back! Now our day starts with the alarm which snooze after every 15 mins to 8 am. Every time we step into our office, we suddenly start feeling fortunate enough for our existence. We start framing goals. We start imagining life three years from now while we are completely clueless about our next session. We set ourselves free in the sky as we have new wings attached to us. You know something, the initial stage of everything is dearest of all! Whether it's your girlfriend or your new Car or your marriage or anything else in the world. Then this was our job! Rather I should say, our very first job. How can we be not happy at that time? But then we forget that nothing remains same forever. Everything looses it's spark after a while. Let's come to a real scenario. In the very i...

Monday? No way! I have my office to do dude!!  Now that you have read the phase 1( which was small I agree) it's time for the 2nd phase. But before that, I wanna tell you something. Actually above all, if you see it from a distance, and by distance I mean quite a distance, I.T industry is basically for two types of people. Firstly, the people who love screens! The ones who always want to glue spectacles to their face and their ass with the chair(and later suffer with Cervical and back ache disorders.) and then work to a stretch of 10 to 11 hours per day with a mug of coffee. Initially it sounds fancy,  but then it's not! Secondly this is for the people who loves traveling. Put your hand on your heart and remember your college days when you used to think that you gonna live in a  different city thousands miles apart from your home, when you gonna clean your utensils and wash your clothes own your own and later tag it as "Freedom" on Facebook and Instagram. R...

Did you just said I. T?   HUH?  Okay,  come let's sit! Let me tell you the scenario today in detail, that what actually happens. If we put a glance over it from the very scratch ( seems like I am narrating a email to you, I know, see...  Happens! ) long before Shakespeare told us that life is divided into phases . When I started working I was shown how!  Phase 1: whenever we meet someone or whenever we cross that particular lane on which our dream building is constructed,  then deep down inside,  peeping through the window of the car,  we look at that building with the eyes full of aspirations and goals. We start weaving dreams!  Dreams that take us to the world where we fantasize that how things would have been if I too was a little part of that big thing! Then we promise our selves that one fine day we gonna make it. Many of us like me,  start working our ass off in order to get into that multi national,  multi st...

Hi! To be honest in the very first place let me tell you that today I have no agenda or gossip to share with you. But frankly speaking, all this time when I was lost, I missed myself and by myself, I mean "you"! I don't know whether my absence was felt by you or not but perhaps I also know that there are people or I should say great people in your life to entertain you but somewhere sometime I thought, I felt incomplete, as if a major part of myself was being lost, and by myself I mean...you! Each day I remembered you in your own weird manner. Whenever I see something,  thoughts remind me of you and by you I mean myself! Each time I decide to write to you, procrastination has its spell on me. I missed you every day, I missed you every night, I missed your comments and the controversial fights. I had nobody to push me by saying...... "keep going, we need more of you. " nothing prevailed but the deep silence. I know you have forgotten me this summer but ...

Surely there would have been some fault in our upbringing that today you are arguing like this with us!! What century do you think we are living in? 21 st I guess! But the mindset of the people specifically our Parents resembles that of late 90's. Some who are reading this, and urging to differ with my views, Trust me dude you are the fortunate one! I know you dissent from my point, but before that let me have the privilege to orchestrate my notions on it. So here I go!! Point 1 : NO!! You are not allowed to serve your emotions raw to your parents before contemplating them. Some of us have even tried this. Still if you think you are daring enough to take a step and prove me wrong, then stage is all yours! Go try at your own risk. (Don’t forget to share the consequences with me later.) Point 2 : No matter how old are you, they will always be older than you !! Dad I want to go for interior designing. Designing? You have no idea what life is all about in com...

                                   Let everything else be under my heels,  its Shop O'clock, come lets shop ...... Hey how you doing? How’s life? And we will take a deep sigh before answering, haaaaahhhh……….yeah…its fine. How about you? Happens?? I guess so. At least with me it does, sometimes I don’t even want to answer this question. I know you are playing cool, isn’t that enough? Why to scratch someone’s wound? Idiots!! It’s rarest of all when people find us happy. Most of the times either we are stressed, tensed for the things we hardly have our control on, or simply afraid for the issues which don’t even hold any meaning.(I mean why to worry, when things are destined to happen!! If your boss wants to chuck you out of the office, he will!! You will get another job, what’s the fuss all about??) and if nothing works, we will end up putting our status as-”Feeling Numb!!...

                               I don’t know why I am writing this to you! May be somewhere I believe you have answer to my questions or maybe you can understand the messy heap of my thoughts! Sometimes when I see you, covetousness glides in my veins. How can you have crystal clear thoughts about your next move? How can u easily decide whether to go for black or white while I always struggle between my shades of grey!  I have everything in my life, which someone ever dreams of! A good job in a reputed company ( the work I am hardly interested in doing , but still doing !!) , a supporting family which is always there to shield me when I crumble from in and out! A couple of faithful friends, on whom I count on blindly. Blessed!! Ain’t I? Still, still I feel a major part of my life is missing! A connector to complete the maze. Each day, I am spending 10 precious hours of my life on someth...