My Lazy Girl

                                   Let everything else be under my heels,  its Shop O'clock, come lets shop ...... Hey how you doing? How’s life? And we will take a deep sigh before answering, haaaaahhhh……….yeah…its fine. How about you? Happens?? I guess so. At least with me it does, sometimes I don’t even want to answer this question. I know you are playing cool, isn’t that enough? Why to scratch someone’s wound? Idiots!! It’s rarest of all when people find us happy. Most of the times either we are stressed, tensed for the things we hardly have our control on, or simply afraid for the issues which don’t even hold any meaning.(I mean why to worry, when things are destined to happen!! If your boss wants to chuck you out of the office, he will!! You will get another job, what’s the fuss all about??) and if nothing works, we will end up putting our status as-”Feeling Numb!!...

                               I don’t know why I am writing this to you! May be somewhere I believe you have answer to my questions or maybe you can understand the messy heap of my thoughts! Sometimes when I see you, covetousness glides in my veins. How can you have crystal clear thoughts about your next move? How can u easily decide whether to go for black or white while I always struggle between my shades of grey!  I have everything in my life, which someone ever dreams of! A good job in a reputed company ( the work I am hardly interested in doing , but still doing !!) , a supporting family which is always there to shield me when I crumble from in and out! A couple of faithful friends, on whom I count on blindly. Blessed!! Ain’t I? Still, still I feel a major part of my life is missing! A connector to complete the maze. Each day, I am spending 10 precious hours of my life on someth...

Why Men don't use their brains at early stage? And When, enlightened with some age-old-wisdom by some saint of Himalayas, they still mess up in serving their point to a girl contemplating it as  "Complicated" !!    He: It’s not happening! Things are not the same way they used to be!! I am over burdened at work, haven’t spoke to you since 8 days, and you too not going well with your health. I mean, nothing is well!! She: hmm..Yeah, I know! He: how can you be so casual about it? What’s going on your mind Norah? Look I need to focus on my career right now! We both are 24-25 years of age. Don’t you think it’s the high time for us to make career and let’s be friendzzzzzzzz?? She: Yeah!! Let’s be “friendzzzzz” after 3 years of relationship!! Great going Sam!! Go build your career! And *blocked*!! You blocked him? I asked Norah after she sighed narrating the not so good conversation between Sam and her!  Yeah I did!! haahh!! Awwww, poor gi...

 It is not that easy as you think.....but still should I believe you?  My Dearest Love,   Don't be afraid if you don't find me sitting next to your bed. I will be standing next to you, once you finish reading this note. Clara, darling! Do you know something?  You are the prettiest flower of my garden who is yet to blossom, and for that my love you have to make your roots strong and nourished!! Being a loyal Gardner I promise to protect you against all the odds of the world. I know you feel sad when you are bound to have bed rest (I know my butterfly never wants rest). I know you feel helpless when you can’t lift your leg to kick my ass off. I too know, a bag full of medicines puts you in a world of depression and self questioning, why me?? I know you doubt my love that one day I will leave you because scientifically you are not going great with your body. I understand honey. You are the brightest star of my galaxy, I will ...

Life was simple , without any complexities. Achieving a 80+ score in maths and science used to make us among the Einstein’s of our class. We all have lived our 16th year of age. Remember those days? According to my calculations, we would have been in class 8th 9th or may be 10th (adjust yourself in your respective class.) In case you don’t remember your “sweet 16”(that’s how we call it cynically) kindly bear some pain to open your years old photo album and have a look !! Get up !! Yeah, I am asking you to get off your ass , go in the front of the mirror (don’t forget to take the album in your hand.) Now have a deep introspective look on that photograph and then at yourself again! Yeah you got me !! Your photo doesn’t do justice to the word “sweet”. We look sophisticatedly smarter and sensibly sweeter now than we used to look years ago. Actually, I am really looking for that wise person who titled it as “sweet”.  Like come on , who does that ?? We used to look utterly d...

Let's have a 4G connection with the lord, try leaving your worries and tensions for him, let's get soaked in his love... And you will be amazed to see how mystically he answers your unsaid prayers..!! We will first go to KFC, then will have drinks at a bar. I heard there's a new opening near by !! Said a group of youngsters standing adjacent to me. I was standing at the metro station, waiting for an auto. A soft religious voice knocked my ear drum from behind when I was about to leave , saying "HARE KRISHNA" !! The word made me turn around to acknowledge the person. There stood a handsome guy, dressed in a check shirt and black pants with a Tilak on his forehead that was extended to his nose , with the Tulsi beads around his neck . "HARE KRISHNA", I reciprocated the same with a tender smile. In case you are looking for the goal of your life, or wondering the meaning of your existence... Here I have some books ..small chapters of "Bhagwat ...

He crossed his arm across mine, held my hand and blew a soft kiss over it....... It has been raining the entire day. Monsoon has knocked the door of India. Impressive !! I have just came from office after attending a meeting with my lead and after completing all the work but rain falling down my window pane keeps me invigorating! I am alone in my room in this beautiful weather (injustice, isn't it?) . I so wanna go out but nobody to accompany me. Ahh ...Let it be !! Rain reminds of many things... Rain reminds me of Kabir...!! Not again.... I said to myself as I shut my eyes, crush myself in my bed, put on my headphones but it didn't help !! The sad song made the situation even more worse. I forced Kabir that day for a night out by showing my puppy face. I knew he won't say a No to me so I used my puppy face as weapon considering all the odd factors. 11:00pm -- the clock read ! Kabir and I boarded the bus that time. I was so enthralled about my night out, that...